Day 4 of the Pleasure countdown; honeypot meditation
I've always been passionate about empowering women to take control of their own pleasure, healing, and self-care. But lately, I've been feeling burnt out and disconnected from my own sexual energy.
That's why I've decided to embark on a 6-week jade egg training journey. Guided by the captivating and calming Manjit, I aim to reconnect with my inner self and deepen my practice. This blog will document my highs, lows, and everything in between.
thursdday 24th August 2023
Day 4 of the Countdown to Pleasure: The honeypot meditation
Welcome to Day 4 of our 5-Day Pleasure Countdown leading up to our transformative 6-week Jade Egg Journey. The journey of self-exploration is filled with highs and lows, and today was one of those days where I felt a bit adrift. The Honey Pot Meditation, a practice designed to warm our senses and deepen our connection with our sexual organs, was on the agenda. The benefits promised were tantalizing: heightened sensitivity, a stronger vagina-brain connection, and the removal of negative beliefs and shame. The meditation even came with a set of useful tips, like visualizing what I wanted to bring to my sexual center and using the triangle hand position to direct my awareness.
Yet, as I settled down, the audio meditation playing softly, I found myself struggling. My brain, still buzzing from the day's work, refused to quiet down. The rhythmic snoring of my dog beside me, usually a comforting sound, only served as a distraction. My energy levels were high, and my mind raced from one thought to another. Was it my fast-paced life that was preventing me from relaxing? Or perhaps the weight of my daily responsibilities? Whatever it was, I decided to give it another shot tomorrow.
Friday, 24th August & Saturday, 25th August - The Struggle Continues
Despite my best intentions, the next two days were no different. I tried to visualize, to connect with the symbolic essence of the honey pot, but it felt out of reach. The notion of the honey pot and honey, while meant to be symbolic representations of energies, felt too tangible, too physical for me. I couldn't relate, and it left me feeling a bit disconnected.
Reflecting on the Experience
I realize that not every practice will resonate with me, and that's okay. The important thing is to keep exploring, keep trying, and stay open to the experiences that come my way. 🌸
The Physical and Emotional Baseline
Period: It's Day 4 of my period, and I can see the finish line. The relief of its impending end might be contributing to my heightened energy levels.
Masturbation: Last night, I indulged in some self-love, and I'm feeling the pull again tonight. Maybe this process, despite its challenges, is helping me feel lighter in some way? Or perhaps it's just the natural ebb and flow of my body's rhythms.
Last Jade Practice: Over a month ago, before this new chapter beckoned.
An Invitation to Join Me
This is my first time documenting such an intimate journey, and I'll strive to be as open and honest as possible. If you have questions or thoughts, please share them. Let's empower each other to find our authentic selves and reclaim our well-being.
MY 6 WEEK JACDE EGG JOURNEY ~ JOURNALS
- Friday 18th August 2023 ~ One Week before the training begins
- Monday 21st August 2023 ~ Day 1 The Pleasure Countdown; Celebrations
- Tuesday 22nd August 2023 ~ Day 2 The Pleasure Countdown; Clearing
- Wednesday 23rd August 2023 ~ Day 3 The pleasure countdown; Desires
- Thursday 24th August 2023 ~ Day 4 The pleasure countdown; Honeypot meditation
- Friday 25th August 2023 ~ Day 5 of the the pleasure countdown: A letter to my yoni
- Friday 25th August 2023 ~ Welcome Ceremony